Solace in Silence.
Im writing because nobody responds to me here.
That's good because I dont bother or frustrate anyone.
Only here that I can repeat my anger and my joy a thousand times.
I know I am accepted here, in my own space.
Where there is no need for understanding,
there is no distortion of truth,
no haywired perceptions,
Like the ones in you head.
Sometimes I hate the feeling that my sadness is caused by you.
I wish I had someone who was afraid to hurt me in any way.
I wish you know that you're making me stronger not because im supported.
It is because of your constant breaking that is going to make me immuned.
Do you know how you can find out if I have stopped loving you?
When you watch my tearless face staring at you.
That's good because I dont bother or frustrate anyone.
Only here that I can repeat my anger and my joy a thousand times.
I know I am accepted here, in my own space.
Where there is no need for understanding,
there is no distortion of truth,
no haywired perceptions,
Like the ones in you head.
Sometimes I hate the feeling that my sadness is caused by you.
I wish I had someone who was afraid to hurt me in any way.
I wish you know that you're making me stronger not because im supported.
It is because of your constant breaking that is going to make me immuned.
Do you know how you can find out if I have stopped loving you?
When you watch my tearless face staring at you.